Orgasm!!! Yay!!

As some may be aware, I have never been able to have an orgasm, I get wet when having sex and what not, but I don't get the whole body awesomeness that everyone speaks of. I thought I was broken, but then realized NO  I am NOT broken...my partners just don't know how to get me off...and I don't communicate.
That is until I got with my best friend/lover, he got me to cum a huge puddle the first night we made love, but I was so drunk all I remember is the puddle I was sleeping in. Since that night 2 years ago he has been relentlessly trying to get me to have an orgasm again. We tried so many things, but I can't relax, as soon as he gets going good and I get that I gotta pee feeling I push him away. But before all that even I'm tightening up my legs, when I should be spreading them. He was getting so frustrated. I got leg straps to keep my legs spread open and back, and those did help! That night I was soooo close to cumming. I was there, but because I don't communicate what I am feeling, he thought it wasn't going to happen and stopped. Should have spoke up.
Well now two nights ago we were at a friends, and she heard of my problem, and said he must be doing it wrong...well he said fuck that, I know I am doing this shit right. So the next night after church my back was sore, so when we got home, I just got in a bath with my unicorn horn bubble bar from Lush and a beer, and was relaxing. My boy came in the bathroom to hang out with me, and I told him get in. So we sat there in the warm bath just relaxing and chilling. He busted out a joint and I don't really ever smoke, but it was late so I figured eff it, why not and took four hits! Then we got out of the tub and went to the room I was about to just get dressed and go to bed, but he was like no come here and pushed me on to the bed and then kissed his way up my legs. Then slowly kissed on my vulva working his tongue around and inside me. He uses both lips and his tongue to just create amazing sensations. He is so talented! The pussy master, is my nickname for him. Most guys put me to sleep with their wack tongue game, but not him. He makes me squirm and moan. He tricks my pussy by at first using his tongue then switching to his fingers, but creating the same sensation. Then inserts one finger and then the other and starts doing that come hither move. He knows right where my g spot is and he just gets down on it, while feverishly licking my pussy. I cannot help myself but to tense up, but he licks my thigh to relax me, and goes back to what he was doing. Then it happens, I just soak the bed, and he licks his fingers and hand in victory and puts them to my mouth, so I can taste our success as well! Victory finally. Just took a little bit of marijuana to get out of my head and shut down my brain, and a little bit of relaxation!!!

moon cup massacre 6/16/15

As you may be able to tell from the title my experience with the mooncup was a gorey one. My poor boyfriend was involved and is traumatized from the experience. Here's what went down...

(This picture is a reenactment, the real deal was alot more bloody)

I tracked down the mooncup at a holistic pharmacy and got one!!
The size A which is there larger size, since I am 27 and have kids.
It seemed to be perfect in size. Inserting it was a breeze. Which was a surprise I thought I'd have trouble since there's no plasic applicator for cups. ( I wanna invent one though, that would be neat). I kept it in all day like 12hrs. No problems at all till it became time to remove the sucker. I assumed it would be a sinch since it has that long little steam. But I could not locate it, I tried bareing down, doing kegals, pooping (since that pushes out tampons), squatting one leg up, sitting. I watched youtube videos. I breathed and focused on staying calm and collected. But nothing worked. Finally when I was like fuck guess its gonna have to stay in me forever....I got my lovely vagina expert of a bf to come help me!!! He so deserves a reward/award for this...because really I dont know any other guy who would do this.....
He searched around in there and located the lil devil, pulled it down to wear it could be grabbed somewhat and then tried to leave it to me...well that shit was slippery and I couldnt get it. Not with gloves. Not with toilet paper. So he went in and grabbed it from the base, above the stem and yanked. It came out and blood spattered all over the bathtub floor and walls, my legs, his arm and hand. And it stunk so frickin bad.
He was soo traumatized. I was like aww poor baby do u got p.t.s.d now. Haha. I gave him a bj as a thank you!

Sometimes he is really the best.

As for the menstral cup I cleaned it and put it away.

 In search for one with a tab or finger loop. I may try tying a string around the stem and puling it like a tampon. more reviews to come and updates if use improves on this one!!

menstrual cup from amazon

This is going to be my second go at using a menstral cup, the first time sucked with my bf having to get it out for me. I got this one because it has a flat stem so i can grab it easier also it even has the little shape on the bottom for a easy pull out.but i did tie a string to it this time to see if that helps at all.

So after day one i officially became a menstrual cup fan!! Feels so good to not think I am wasteing money each time I pull it outta me and its not full to the maxx, like I would be thinking with tampons! It feels so good to not have to pay for tampons every month now! I hated buying them, i didnt ask to bleed every month i dont want that, and i have to pay for it to lame!! Well not no more!!
this cup is perfect for me, the walls are less sturdy/hard then the first one I got, so the suction is easier to break! All I have to do is push like I am pooping and this bad boy is down where I can grab it. Which was not the case with that mooncup I have.
The cup did get a odor from the blood after the first use, which sucks. But my pussy is so much cleaner then when i used tampons, i didnt leak at all, so i didnt have to wear a panty liner that causes my skin to get irratated. I even feel like my period was shorter. Also after using tampons for a week my pussy would have a odor for a few days after, not the case with the cup!!! It seriously is the best thing i ever got! I am telling every one i know to make the switch!!!
Wanna know how to use one go here!!
Buy yourself the same one I got right here! on amazon for so cheap!

wow! g motion vibe. by pipedreams

Insertable 5.5" inches, width 1.4" Made from elite silicone like the other products in the wow! Vibe series. 

It takes 4 AA batterys and the bottom unscrews and they go I

in, side by side like a square. This toy is water proof so it seals up good!

You can purchase this baby here for $109, which is a great deal for such a high quality rabbit vibe!!

My juices on it, cause it works!! 

I have been wanting two different toys a rabbit, and a good g spot toy. My man always gets me to cum doing the come hither finger move and i wanted a toy that could give me that, so this toy is like two in one! It is not my faviorte as a g spot toy, it just doesn't hit as hard as i need it to, as it would if i did it manually, but over all as a rabbit vibe it is great! I do really like this toy though it right now is one of my faviortes to masterbate with before sex to put on a show for my man!! Really it doesnt fit my body as well as i would like, the tips of the ears just barley hit my clit, but everyones bodys are different, so it probably is perfect for smaller girls. I like to just turn on the shaft vibrator and sometimes the g motion setting and go to town!! There are alot of setting to choose from, my faviorte is the one that has three pulses followed by a long stronger pulse.

These are the vibration patterns:

A low, steady vibe

A mid-level, steady vibe

The strongest steady vibe, which is higher mid-level

Pulse

Slow pulse

Three pulses followed by a longer, stronger pulse

Fast pulse

 The sound isnt so loud with the vibration buttons, but when I turn on the g motion button that is loud. But it is all good I just turn up some music!!! 

I had douched yesterday before using this toy and the second i turned on the g motion button it I guess opened me up enough to let all the water that was sitting in me gush out. I tripped out at first, thinking like no way it got me THAT wet, that quick!! haha

But it does make me wet, my first time testing it when i pulled it out it was covered in my lady juices! I forgot to wash it right away and just sat it aside, a few days later i pulled it out to put on a show for my man and my juices had like turned into a film, i could peel off. I guess it is normal for that to happen on that kind of silicone.

But i do love this toy and i think it is worth the money, its become a regular part of my masterbation sessions.

sex position of the month....reverse cowgirl

As I am a big fan of filming myself, but my videos dont come out as good as i would like them to because i film them myself. If i had someone else film them thats another stoey i could get some great shots. But since i dont have that luxury available to me i have been doing reseach. I have been watching alot of porn trying to find positions that are good for filming to get the best view of the penitration. What i found was a form of reverse cowgirl but intenified and spiced up by having good athletic ability!!

What I love about this position is it is so frickin sexy to watch yourself. I have a mirror as a headboard and i can watch myself and my bf can prop his head up and watch in the mirror also...or he has a good show anyways if you ride it in a swat.

i also love the ability to change it up, i can be on my knees, doing a squat, or leaning back on one arm. Or i can lay back on my man and let him be in control like in the above picture and no matter what the view is always amazing!!!

you also can rub your clit easily in this position and if you are lucky enough to have a third in bed with you, they can pleasure your clit with there mouth while your fucking!! What could be better???

Great for...hitting your g spot. 

Getting some sexy video footage

How does it work? its not much different from the classic women on top position, just faceing the other way! Your man lies down and you climb on top, you can use his knees, thighs, or ankles to hold onto. Or you can reach behind yourself and balance with one arm on his chest, floor or bed. you can bounce up and down on it on the balls of your feet. Or you can rock your hips back and forth and grind on it. Or let him control the penitration if you get tired.

Turn ons? you can control the speed, angle and movement. Sexy to watch yourself in a mirror.

Turn offs? Not much physical contact.

Difficulty..2/5 this shouldnt be hard, you can tailor it to fit your fitness level!

Fun rateing...5/5 your man will love the view and you will feel like a sexy goddess!!

crush mi amor by pipedream

So I just got this little cutie today in the mail, and I love it to pieces. It came with the 3 batterys it needed and instructions on how to put it in. The only bummer is the plastic sleeve inside cannot be thrown away but its not a big deal not like I have to deal with changing batterys all of the time!

The vibration strength is incredible, there are 10different vibration patterns/strengths.

It is made from abs plastic and elite silicone, which is velvety smooth. My favorite silicone for sure!! I love the large soft button, it is easy to push!

I absolutely love this, it is my fave of all the toys I got to review i have been wanting a clit vibe that is powerful enough to get me going, and this one does it for me!!

I use in all my jack off sessions. I have my little dragon (or another larger insertable) I use vaginally and then I put this little baby on my clit and go to town!! Also it is just the right size to use on your clit during vaginal penetration!!

The crush is 3.75in long, with a diameter of 0.75in

There is a pointy tip so you can pinpoint 

your clit or turn it over to vibrate a larger area!

You can purchase this baby here 

For $26 it is a purchase worth makeing!

I got a package today!! reviews coming!

so today I got this package in the mail, All of them are things I wanted!
The g motion rabbit, a wonder wabbit, crush clitoral vibe, an electroshock wheel. Also I got a real feel suction cup dildo its a little bigger then i was expecting, but ill make it work!!
so keep reading for some awesome reviews!!! :-)